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Profile  Melvin Tang sixteen june ; seventeen bishan ite When the story of mine begins with you, Miss Z.Xueting♥ ♥I don't have to be your first love, But i do want to be your last .♥ way beyond ♥I am who I am because of you. ♥You are every reason, ♥Every hope, and every dream i've ever had, ♥And no matter what happens to us in the future, ♥Everyday we're together is the greatest day in my life. ♥I'll always be yours. ♥I love you. Tagboard links
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♥ Sunday, August 31, 2008
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♥ Wednesday, August 27, 2008
Yepps yepps. So long never post. Today shall post :D Reason? Got this Coward Who don't have the guts to say who he was, and only was named at NumberX spammed my x33 Cindy's blog. NumberX uh... Don't make me laugh ok? Joker. Ok.. Back to point. This joker is somehow funny. Criticize about people. Get this straight. You got no guts to say who you are, But you got guts to criticize. If you are a guy, Be a MAN and show your face. Don't be a sissy and hide your face inside your mother's skirt. If you're a girl, Then by doing this, I can see that you're just a girl without dignity and pride. If you are too young to understand this, Kor kor me shall give you a simpler phase to understand. You're just making yourself cheap, slut. Don't know you how old. But to confirm one thing, you're just a waste of time, effort and money. I somehow feel very sad for your mother. If you want to know now it had no business with your mother and why i'll bring her to my blog to say, although i don't reallye know if she's already 6 feet below or what, but i don't care. You can say till people's family and so i shall bring your mother here to say. You started it. My brother's and Sister's friends are my friends. My brother's and sister's parents are my parents. My brother's and sister's problems are my problem. This is me. Dear NumberX, I have no idea if your mother is already 6 feet below sleeping soundly or what. But you have reallye make me pissed off with you. So even if aunty is sleeping soundly 6 feet below, I will be bringing her up 6 feet above to show her how shameful her son/daughter is right now. You might be angry to hear what i am saying. But do i looks like i care? Dear NumberX. Its not reallye wise to step on other people's tail ya. Let me correct you from your tag at x3Cindy derh blog. Firstly, Why do you need to care what the put at her blog? Your friends will run away? Your problem lah. No one ask them to see also. They got the choice to choose if they want to see it or not. No one use a gun pointing at them forcing them to read. Secondly, Cindy is not the pathetic one. You are the pathetic one instead. Get a life dude. I am sure you don't know how to court girls. You don't understand how a girl think and feels. At least she got her dreams. Do you even have one dude? Or you are too pathetic to have one? Thirdly, How old are you dude. Seriously, I don't reallye care. But if a 16 years old kid and correct you from all this, don't you think its a shame? I tell you something, What kind of problem will people aged 15-16 will face and the so called YOU won't face? If you dislike Cindy's ah lian style, you can Fuck off anytime you wants. You don't have to criticize on it. Not everybody hates her ah lian style ya. If everybody hate it, then she'll have no friends. Lastly, I reallye hope that you could understand what i mean. I don't reallye care bout what you thinks or feels. Its none of my business. But as i say. I wouldn't have stick my nose into this if you didn't put your words in such a harsh manners. Think before you talk dude. And don't say until you're very mature. You don't sounds mature to me at all. Thats all I've to say. If you're anytime not happy or have any doubts, kindly e-mail or add me at thekeyandthelock@hotmail.com. And oh ya.. Since i called your mother up from 6feet below just now, she can go back to her sleep now. *kicks her back down 6 feet* Since you don't know this word called respect, No one in your family deserves my respect too. By kicking is already very good. I didn't throw. She will have a few more broken bones even though she's already 6 feet below if i had thrown her. signing off @5:07 PM
♥ Thursday, August 21, 2008
Slacked, Slacked and Slacked... Read, Read and Read.. OMG .. Can you believe it? MELVIN TANG actually is reading books... Cant't reallye believe it also... When i compeleted reading that book, That was the 2nd book i've finish reading in my life. The first one was Star Was. LOL! :D Indeed things are getting better. :D Let it get better instead of going worst ya? I know... You likes pervert... Just that you're denying it.. :D You already fell in love with a pervert already... Will be eating you anytime :D Blehs! LOVE YOU! signing off @1:02 AM
♥ Wednesday, August 20, 2008
Was quite a day today. Read the book "Heaven Is So Real!" Haven't finish it though. Can't reallye read it during afternoon.. Having lots of flashbacks. Just trying to avoid. Can't reallye find the courage to face it at this point of time. If I've not liked someone that deep, I won't have that kind of negative feelings at all. You can't just say that the trust is not enough. Its the same like you. If i didn't like someone, Whoever she go out with , i won't care. Whatever she do, i won't care. Whenever she smses me, i reply when i feel like doing so. Sometime will be wrong is i don't get those kind of negative feelings. I thought it over.. If i once never place enough trust, Whenever you sms someone, i'll ask you. Who you sms just now? Whatever you do, i'll expect you to tell me in details. Whoever you go out with, i'll ask who you go out with. If i ever never placed enough belief, Then it will happen long ago. I know things beforehand already. Same class, same school etc etc. Why must wait till that day then will suddenly get that kind of feelings? I found out that its not i am falling. I am somehow angry. Angry bout why in the world would that cause back that gap? I certainly hated that damn gap. I believe that gap was once caused by this damn thing called trust too uh? I reallye don't want to talk bout the past anymore. So from today onwards, It'll be gone. I know it won't be immediately. But it'll be definately gone slowly. I'll give you my words for that. Regarding the gap, To me, there's no gap now. But mis-understanding. I don't need you to change anything. In fact, you don't have to. Didn't you realise this r/s is much more sweeter then the past? Seriously.. I reallye enjoyed it alot. Whenever you sent a sms, I was so eager to read it. So eager to see your sweettalks, So eager to see the 8 letters you'll say to me frequently, So eager to tell you to rest earlye. Take care of health and so on. Whenever you wanted to meet up, I was so happy. Standing retarded-ly infront of my wardrobe choosing which outfit should i wear. After bathing will stand in front of the mirror if i looks good enough. Go out earlye in case i'll be late and so on. Whenever you tell me something happened in school and so on, I will be so worried, Worried till the point of time that i could fly down immediately to see you. Worried that you'll be thinking bout lots of stuffs all day. Worried that things might happen to you. Seriously, Darling. I can be retarded or stupid for you. And it'll be just YOU. I swear that there's no or there'll be no 2nd girl that i'll do this for. There are people who asked me before. Why will i like back my ex? How in the world i know? The feeling just came back like the wind. Comes whenever it wanted. And once it comes, It'll be hard to go. If you ever think that me loving you will make me stressed, you're wrong. I am not stressed in loving you at all. I am only stressed when there are obsticles. But you tell me. In life, where can you find friendship/relationship without obsticles? There will be obsticles. But i know it very well myself. I don't have the courage to face it. I don't know what to say. Afraid to put it in words that'll hurt you. Guess these words will hurt you lots too. Its not i don't care anymore. When i know it'll hurt you and i still going to post it, You think my heart not pain? Its like needles pricking it. But somehow i still have to explain. If you think because of this incident will make my love for you stop suddenly, you're wrong too. If you think that i gave up. Its wrong too. I admit. I did think of giving up. Somehow, i am sick and tired of it. But if "someone" sitting among the clouds is giving me challenges, you think i'll just sit down and laugh and say. "Haha, challenge uh? I don't want to do anything bout it. I give up" Somehow.. I reallye wanted to Slap myself. Damn it. I always help people during relationship problems. When it comes to my own, i became a tortise. Hid my head inside the shell hoping someone will come knocking my shell and advice me what to do. At least.. Advice me in the way i expected. But end of the day, Who come? No one. I guess i'll have to stop sticking my nose into other people's business. Settle my own first. Today is 20/08/2008 20th brings lots of memories back for me. Basically, sweet ones. You remember how much fun we had the last time? We spent the 1st month at vivo. I reallye missed that kind of feelings. There are basically no worries bout anything. Studies or Friends. The mindset was just having fun and enjoy the time we had tgt. The last time we met before we broke up is at my school's church. It was so sweet too. The songs, The glowing lights and so on. After we broke up and we met up the first time during my birthday. You bought me a cake SO big that was so unbelievable. At least... For 2 to eat. Had so much fun on that day too. Can't finish the cake and gave it to the SBS uncles and so on. The last time we met till now is outside your school. Went to GCW to accompany you to study. Talked bout the olympians, jonathan something, the little girl and the prata on the ceiling. Then went to the shop n save to buy bread. The way you hugged me from behind, I just possibly forget the feeling.. The warmth in it. Everytime we went out, Its kept within my heart. So you think for me to give up is easy uh? In fact. Do you think i'll give up although i think so? While having flashbacks now.. I reallye wanted to cry. I just missed the fun, enjoyment and feelings we had back then. Whenever i met you, I'll forget bout the stuffs i had in my heart. Even if i am not feeling very happy, You somehow will manage to change my emotions. When i met you, the first thing i always had been waiting to see was your smiles. Whenever you leaves, I will be thinking. Did you had fun today? How to make next time better. I just can't give up on this relationship. Even if i can, i can't forget. So whats the point on giving up? I wanted things to be back like we had before. Not having things we had before, with a gap over there. I wanted you to know how much i love you. Thats the reason why i'll say and do all this. I know.. I am too harsh on the last sms i sent. I've been waiting for you to reply every now and then. Looking at my phone every 10 mins hoping a sms back from you. Even till now. I am wondering if you'll sms me when you wakes up like the usuals. Since you didn't sms me when you went to sleep last night? When you sms me. What should i reply? I am afraid to hurt you once again. Lots of things have been happening this few days. But can i be self-fish to ask you to bear with it ? Reallye want to settle this problem real soon. But well.. Melvin still loves you ya? We are both trying to save it. But somehow whenever we talked bout it in sms, it'll just crash. Sorrye darling.. for making you cry in public yesterday. But i hope you'll try to understand how i feel also.. Going off to sleep now.. Didn't sleep whole night cause i can't get to sleep.. Won't be sms-ing you. Its 5.19am now. got to go school later. don't wanna disturb you. Melvin will be waiting for your morning sms as usual. No worries bout that. Nights darling. Alot have been happening this few days. But we'll pull through derh ya? I'll trust you lerhs. And i trust and belief whole heartedly we'll pull through this. :D I love you sweetie. <3> signing off @3:52 AM
♥ Sunday, August 17, 2008
Finally reached home. So tired .. Mentally and Physically. Cause just now was talking to jon.. Talk bout lots and lots of things.. Regarding Love and Life. Reallye don't know if i should say this in blog or not. Well.. I know it might cause some mis-understanding over here. But i still decided to post it.. Jon's Love life is pratically good :D He is just one lucky guy . I swear.. No one could be more lucky then him if it comes to love. Somehow, was jealous of him. Doesn't seems like me uh.. To actually jealous of someone cause of this thing called LOVE. But his life towards career is totally sucks.. Feel reallye sad for him.. I tried to put myself in his shoe. If i was him, i reallye don't know what i'll do. Seriously.. I might even come to the step of ending my life.. Imagine how sucks it is. But well.. If there is a chance for Jon to see this. JON! Melvin respects you. :D He's reallye a very good friend to start with :D Talking bout my own.. I guess i might be just too sensitive though.. She went out to study with this "particular" him today. Somehow, was a little jealous bout it. don't know why also. Just feelings.. Can't control it. Its like.. So many friends.. But why him? After thinking. Well.. It should be as a position of a good friend bah. So.. Didn't go think much bout it anymore. Afterall.. I trust her. Towards this thing called love, i've learned that if someone reallye loves you, going out with whoever doesn't have any problem. Cause if it have problems, the love is just not deep enough. And its meaningless to keep it anymore. So to say it in a easier way, Whats yours will be yours. If its not yours, whatever you do, it's still not going to be yours. And i found out something.. Jealousy Kills.. It reallye kills. So Melvin is going to remove this word called Jealousy in his dictionary. Well.. Don't know if i can.. But i shall try. And i am going to highlight this word called trust. I don't know if this post will lead to any mis-understanding. I reallye hope it won't. Although i know the risk in it and decided to say it in blog is because i want you to know how i feel. I don't want to lie to myself regarding sensitive things like this. You know? Dexter asked me what i feel when you going to library to study with him. I thought for awhile.. And i told him i was feeling abit jealous. Then he say.. Abit jealous only uh? Then i was thinking. I don't know why. I can't control the jealous part. But i know. You trusted me so you told me yourself that you're going to study with him. I believe you trusted me to have no negative feelings ya? Then when you woke up, you told me you fell sick.. Everytime you told me you fall sick, i'll be very worried, sad and disappointed. Worried because u fell sick. Sad is not beacause you didn't take care of yourself. Sad is because i can't be there to look after you. And of cause. Disappoiontment in myself. Hope you won't have any mis-understanding. And lastly.. I wanted to say sorrye.. I just can't control myself to have all this negative thoughts earlier on. But well. The love from me to you will not have any affections. In fact. I believe it'll be deeper. If i ever do or say anything wrong, you must must must tell me. Cause Melvin wants to change to be a better person. I don't want to do things that are wrong. Tell me so i could change for the better. Darling.. I believe you're the only one that could change me now ya. I love you <3 signing off @1:13 AM
♥ Thursday, August 14, 2008
ARGH! Sick lehhs.. Sianns... T.T Cough lehs~ hah. but got people sweettalk lehs~ :D Someone today finish oral liiaos~ was super happy ouh.. past few days that someone was like... zibi .. Practicing oral alone at home. hahas.. like very weird luhh.. Talking to ownself at home.. LOL dont say talk to ownself lah.. sounds very bad.. talk to the wall.. PS. Now is Hungry ghost festival ouh.. you dont know who is beside listening.. maybe is a Ahem.. de invigilator.. haha. ok.. blog dao zhe yang :D same same . lazy type :D Melvin~ signing off :D Hmm.. You still haven't tell me .. if melvin could be compared to something, what would the something be? :D just finish oral.. let you use some brain cells. *evil smile* if i can choose.. i reallye wants to be your bolster.. :X melvin is so jealous of your bolster now > argh.. jealous with a non-living thing xD but it has every reason to make me jealous :D huggies~ :D loves signing off @11:30 PM
♥ Wednesday, August 13, 2008
Hah! At dexter's house now :D He's sleeping now ^^ Just now before meet him, He said sometime that sounds very very wrong.. He say, when i reach his house, he will give me a good ride.. LOL Sounds so wrong lah! Then he tio tekan! I had the longest and the most expensive cab ride in my life today, 2hours inside the cab and the fair was $81 So so so expensive :D was smsing darling inside the cab :D She's just so sweet as usual. Well, sweet enough to make me love her more :D hahas hao barhs.. lazy type liiaos.. tired tired. :D signing off @11:07 PM
♥ Tuesday, August 12, 2008
Hah! Today was a tiring and fun day :D Stomache so pain, was like laughing all the way. Cause of this lil girl :X So cute, was praising her. (So called praising) Then after praising her, all i get was something not very good :X Then was saying that Jonathan Hortan was my student. I teached him how to turn :X (some kind of USA olympic guy) LOL Ops. Someone didnt score well for chinese wor. :D No worrys okays? Study harder for the retest ^^ I wouldnt ask for high scores. I wouldnt be disappointed in what grade u take. As long as u give ur best shot , it would be enough :D Melvin have eyes to see how hardworking are u But please do not work too hard. Find some time to rest. Melvin is scared that u'll break down. I love you, darling <33 you know you know? Within my heart, you're already my girl. But statues wise, you are not. But well, who cares bout that? Don't you agree with me darling? And oh ya oh ya~ Don't cry anymore ok? Melvin doesn't wants his darling to shed tears. Not even one. :D When you're with Melvin, only smiles and laughter are allows. Tears and anger are banned. Promise me not to cry anymore, And lastly, i promise u that i'll love you :D ILY <3 signing off @10:15 PM
♥ Monday, August 11, 2008
Finally had the strength to turn on the computer. And blog. LOL Well.. Had been sleeping since yesterday. Had a tiring and fun day during national day :D I had my x33 jie jie, dexter , nat, wayne and HER tgt with me this national day. Well.. although its not my birthday .. But who cares? We are all there to see the fireworks :D After the fireworks went to see money not enough 2. was a very funny movie. and oh ya oh ya! Dex dex ouh~ did u notice that your eyes were so super red and swollen? :X So emotional.. :X After the movie , dexter went home first.. so left with me, HER , jie jie and wayne. Went to Mac to slack. hahas. was talking bout lots and lots of things. But time is like.. taking its own sweet time.. We talked bout house, ghost, car, human torch, word that start from S and end with X.( wayne is very excited bout it.) :D Lazy to type what happen next . Lets jump to summary :D Melvin is very tired that morning. Thanks to "someone's" shoulder, that had let melvin felt that warmth. warmth that cant be described. Then someone said my head is light. cause got nothing in it. which is pretty true. If there is something in it, that would be YOU. Then we had breakfast. then went to void deck to slack for awhile. After that jiu go home liiaos. took cab back.. If u ever wanted me to describe how it feels to lie on your shoulder, It would be feelings that can't be describe. The only thing that covers the whole thing is warmth. signing off @4:42 PM
♥ Thursday, August 7, 2008
Yepps, Actually wanted to blog at morning when i reach home derh. Which is at around 3am... o.O Was talking to jon bout lots and lots of things.. We was like talking bout his "$" life, his "love" life and my "love" life :D hahas. Then after that we went to 7-11.. STUPID JON! tmd.. ask me help him buy FHM and maxim.. say he paiiseh. x.x Didnt know jon will paiisehh derhhs.. :X "Lim Pei Jon Leh" He likes to say that :D PS, I am super super jealous of him.. Reason? It shall be kept a secret :D Anyway.. For those who visit my blog , I have a very good deal :D A lan shop i know was selling away the comps over there, The specs are, INTEL PROCESSOR 17" LCD Monitors 2 GB DDR Dual Channel RAM 120GB / 160GB SATA II Hard Drive GeForce PCI-Express 7600GT DDR3 Optical Mouse (changing to your personal mouse are allowed Multimedia Internet Keyboard for jus $900 :D cheap? give me a sms if u wan ^^ signing off @10:29 AM
♥ Wednesday, August 6, 2008
1st Post, Blog offically up :D Yeppies! Blog is finally up :D Lots and lots of things happened today, Good , bad and good-bad things :X Lets start with the good-bad things :D Went to darling's school at 3.45 :D Meeting her was a good thing. But someone isn't in a good mood ouh~ Didn't know what happened also. She didn't want to tell me. But well. Its okay barhhs. She must have her reason :D Accompanied her to walked home :X Then was talking bout this.. "Outstanding School" she asked me to go and study at. Which I won't. Its way too "Outstanding" for melvin :D Or should I say, melvin is way too "Outstanding" for that school. Blehx Then slacked at the seats right opposite her blk while waiting for her x33 tution teacher to come :D Hate her tution teacher! rawrhs! Made my darling let me go home alone :X But well. If it could make her happy, even for just abit, it'll be a trip worthed it :D Good things shall be, Ke aii de Joyce mei mei smsed me today :D Someone learned how to twiit word lerh wor~ Which makes me have the urge to twiit.. Blehx. This silly sOtOnq mei mei Of mine :D First sms Of the dae tO this kOr kOr callinq him darlinq and givinq him a mOrninq kiss :D And Oh yarhhs.. She called me darlinq silly sOtOng kOr kOr just because she is my silly sOtOng mei mei wOr. :D How sweet this mei of mine cOuld be sOmetimes :D And Finally , the bad thing.. :X Qing aii derh mei mei xuan sms me telling me she broke up with her boyfriend liiaos.. And i asked her to tell her bf to Fuck off and die. lols. I know. It might sounds ridiculous. But well, after hearing what mei told me, its a 70% that her bf just treated her as a substitute of his ex. By saying that he had loved you before doesn't proves anything. To my point of view, from what u told me, why does he have to give up both? Since u say liiaos. Is his ex come back and snatch. If he really have no more feelings for his ex , then do you think that he have give up anything? And what makes you so sure that is his ex come back and snatch? If he really likes you, even if his ex come back and snatch, do you think his heart will get kidnap by his ex so easily? If his ex just say a few words and do a few things. And that can makes him saying break-up, all i can say is his heart is still not with you. His heart is still lying around somewhere with someone . So.. My final advice will be still the same . :D Ask that God Damn Fucker to Fuck Off And Die ! To HER ; You know? It reallye scares me when u say u in a bad mood in the morning. Although i am curious about what thing can makes u so... LOW. but well. i just wants you to know that if u ever needs me. I will definately try my very best to be there with you. If you ever have no shoulders to lie on, my shoulders will be always there for you. And oh ya.. 1000x sorrye that i am not able to reply your msgs.. My phone went out of batt.. T.T Gomenasai. Anyway, i'll be looking forward to national day :D I want my VIP massage service ^^ since i only got abit today.. And getting bullied throughout the whole trip :X Deep down within my heart, i just wants to tell you that, i love you <3 signing off @12:35 AM
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