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Melvin Tang
sixteen june ; seventeen
bishan ite
When the story of mine begins with you, Miss Z.Xueting♥
♥I don't have to be your first love,
But i do want to be your last .♥

way beyond

♥I am who I am because of you.
♥You are every reason,
♥Every hope, and every dream i've ever had,
♥And no matter what happens to us in the future,
♥Everyday we're together is the greatest day in my life.
♥I'll always be yours.
♥I love you.

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♥ Sunday, August 17, 2008

Finally reached home.
So tired .. Mentally and Physically.
Cause just now was talking to jon..
Talk bout lots and lots of things..
Regarding Love and Life.
Reallye don't know if i should say this in blog or not.
Well.. I know it might cause some mis-understanding over here.
But i still decided to post it..

Jon's Love life is pratically good :D
He is just one lucky guy . I swear.. No one could be more lucky then him if it comes to love.
Somehow, was jealous of him. Doesn't seems like me uh.. To actually jealous of someone cause of this thing called LOVE.
But his life towards career is totally sucks.. Feel reallye sad for him..
I tried to put myself in his shoe. If i was him, i reallye don't know what i'll do.
Seriously.. I might even come to the step of ending my life.. Imagine how sucks it is.
But well.. If there is a chance for Jon to see this.
JON! Melvin respects you. :D
He's reallye a very good friend to start with :D

Talking bout my own..
I guess i might be just too sensitive though..
She went out to study with this "particular" him today.
Somehow, was a little jealous bout it. don't know why also.
Just feelings.. Can't control it.
Its like.. So many friends.. But why him?
After thinking. Well.. It should be as a position of a good friend bah.
So.. Didn't go think much bout it anymore.
Afterall.. I trust her.
Towards this thing called love, i've learned that if someone reallye loves you,
going out with whoever doesn't have any problem.
Cause if it have problems, the love is just not deep enough.
And its meaningless to keep it anymore.
So to say it in a easier way,
Whats yours will be yours. If its not yours, whatever you do, it's still not going to be yours.
And i found out something..
Jealousy Kills.. It reallye kills.
So Melvin is going to remove this word called Jealousy in his dictionary.
Well.. Don't know if i can.. But i shall try.
And i am going to highlight this word called trust.

I don't know if this post will lead to any mis-understanding.
I reallye hope it won't.
Although i know the risk in it and decided to say it in blog is because i want you to know how i feel.
I don't want to lie to myself regarding sensitive things like this.
You know? Dexter asked me what i feel when you going to library to study with him.
I thought for awhile.. And i told him i was feeling abit jealous. Then he say.. Abit jealous only uh? Then i was thinking. I don't know why. I can't control the jealous part. But i know. You trusted me so you told me yourself that you're going to study with him. I believe you trusted me to have no negative feelings ya?
Then when you woke up, you told me you fell sick..
Everytime you told me you fall sick, i'll be very worried, sad and disappointed.
Worried because u fell sick.
Sad is not beacause you didn't take care of yourself. Sad is because i can't be there to look after you.
And of cause. Disappoiontment in myself.
Hope you won't have any mis-understanding.
And lastly.. I wanted to say sorrye.. I just can't control myself to have all this negative thoughts earlier on.
But well. The love from me to you will not have any affections.
In fact. I believe it'll be deeper.
If i ever do or say anything wrong, you must must must tell me.
Cause Melvin wants to change to be a better person.
I don't want to do things that are wrong.
Tell me so i could change for the better.
Darling.. I believe you're the only one that could change me now ya.
I love you <3

signing off @1:13 AM