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Melvin Tang
sixteen june ; seventeen
bishan ite
When the story of mine begins with you, Miss Z.Xueting♥
♥I don't have to be your first love,
But i do want to be your last .♥

way beyond

♥I am who I am because of you.
♥You are every reason,
♥Every hope, and every dream i've ever had,
♥And no matter what happens to us in the future,
♥Everyday we're together is the greatest day in my life.
♥I'll always be yours.
♥I love you.

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Tuesday, September 16, 2008

Decided to Blog today, after a long time.
Think i've already found my feelings.
Guess it was a very wrong thing to start back at the first place.
Guess I'm to weak to this damn 4 letter words called LOVE. Rather change it to FUCK.
As in not in the aspect to be weak in it.
Whenever there's LOVE, it'll somehow FUCK your life up. Isn't it?
Saw too much examples already. Sick and Tired of it.
Gonna remain single. Guess it's the best thing to do.
Giving up isn't something very easy to do. But well.. I've decided to do it. For the sake of both parties. No matter what reason it would be, it won't change my decision.

Somehow, I'm tired of life also. So many problems going on.
When someone is too good, people tends to make use of you.
When you're not good, people will think that you're stingy and so on.
Heard something useful today. A friend of mine told me there's this famous poet saying.
The world is like a stage. And everyone is just a actor with a mask in it.
Meaning? When you get to know someone, its not the real him/her that you know.
This is so fucking true.

This paragraph is specially for my dear friends out there.
  1. A real friend is someone who will be there when you needed them.Not be there when you're bored or need accompanyment.
  2. A real friend will never be asking for anything in return.
  3. A real friend is someone that will teach you the right way instead of the wrong.
  • In society, Friends comes in when you have money. I won't say there are no true friends. But 95% of them comes when you have money.
  • In life, Friends comes in when you are entertaining enough. A friend who will have lots of fun to be with.
  • In school, Friends comes in depending on how "Famous" you're at school. If you're "Famous" people will wants to be your friend.
  • In gangsterism, Friends comes in when you can gives them the feeling of being protected and so on. To say it short, licking the boots of one another.
  • In brother-hood/sister-hood, We don't really calls it friends anymore. We called them brothers/sisters. They comes in because of this thing called loyalty. But it doesn't means it might be a good thing. Like i said earlier. People tends to make use of one another. Which Sucks big time.

This might be offending to some of you. But among all my friends. They will be definately in one of the list above. Now now.. My dear friends. Which one of the following are you? I feel the one basic thing in friendship is grateful-ness. Its like, i help u in something, and you are grateful that i help you. Thats enough. I won't ask for anything much. I'll be satisfied enough if you are grateful. This is me. I won't ask for anything in return. But you guys seems to take this for granted. If there's one day i changed to a very fucked up person. Blame no one. But yourselves. Those who read this post. Think back. Whenever you call or sms me. What will it be? Whenever you call or sms me, when will it be? Is there a time anyone calls or sms me and show me some concern? This leaves out for C and V.

I remember there is this saying. "To change to be a better person". Screw this sentence. To be a better person to let people make use? To be a better target to let people take advantage?

I've been thinking. Am i too stupid or what? To let people make use of. If i wanted to add it up, i can't count how many of them are there using 2 hand. I can sometimes even predict when they calling me or sms-ing me and the reason behind it. If its regarding money, even if i know, i'll still do. I just can't see a friend of mine suffer. Count yourself lucky to be a friend of mine. Don't ever force me to be a fucked up bastard. I will if i am tired of it.

I am just tired.. Very tired.






signing off @8:54 AM