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Melvin Tang
sixteen june ; seventeen
bishan ite
When the story of mine begins with you, Miss Z.Xueting♥
♥I don't have to be your first love,
But i do want to be your last .♥
way beyond

♥I am who I am because of you.
♥You are every reason,
♥Every hope, and every dream i've ever had,
♥And no matter what happens to us in the future,
♥Everyday we're together is the greatest day in my life.
♥I'll always be yours.
♥I love you.

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♥ Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Didn't blog for a long time.
Was lazy to do so. :X
Just reached home after working.
Damn.. Was a tiring day.
Working as a waiter at some hotel.
Highly confidential where I'm working at.
Ask me at msn if u really wants to know.
Stupid manager. Do something wrong then say want to cut our pay.
Lame shit. He didn't teach us what to do also.
Then was working together with this asshole that i don't really likes..
What to do?
Ok, I shall stop here.
Dead tired~ :)





signing off @4:05 AM
♥ Thursday, October 9, 2008

If you ever think that i'm that kind that will forget easily,
You are wrong. I've got my own troubles dealing with that too.
But i still chose the way that it should be.
Maybe i am sick and tired of it already.
Jealousy, Patience, Trust and Belief.
Its a fact that i'm not good enough.
Its not that i am dashing your hopes.
There's nothing good in me.
A drop out, Lazy and so on.
Seriously, What did you see in me?
Maybe i'm being selfish over here cause i wanted things going my way.
You can choose to hate me.
But kindly don't ruin your future because of this.
If you can, prove me wrong by scoring well in your Os.
There are people beside you that will help you through, aren't they?
You know who they are..





signing off @6:26 AM
♥ Wednesday, October 8, 2008

Although i know this particular hypocrite won't be reading this.
But i'll still say things from the bottom of my heart in this post.

Once upon a time i treated you as a very good friend of mine.
Or should i say, i treated you as my brother.
I've never once given you any excuse.
Even though there might be times people asking me things that i don't want to do.
But i'll still try my best to do it . Unless its really impossible for me to do it.
I don't say things for the sake of saying.
Even i does, i'll still try to do things your way.
So you don't have the rights to say that i'm good giving excuses.
I agree that there might be times i made fun of you.
But, if you can't take jokes, jollywell fuck off.
People only know how to think how tired are they, who in the world spared a fucking thought for me?
I do stuffs for the sake of everyone.
People ask me to do something, i just keep my damn mouth shut and do. Its okay if you're happy.
Thats what i thought. What happen at the end of the day? People treated me as a stupid asshole.
I know who is making use of me and who is not.
It's pretty obvious sometimes. But the reason i still keep in touch with them?
This bloody thing called friends.
I treasure friendships. Even though i sometimes think that what if i really get myself in a big trouble. Who will be there and who will not?
But who cares? As long as i did my part in a friendship, I don't have anything to worry about.
I won't be feeling guilty and stuff when whoever is in deep shit. I've already done what i could do. Isn't it?
Its not like i gave you my word for something when i won't even bother trying it and giving you some kind of excuse at the end of the day.
Since when i did such things? Lets put my grandma out of the story.
Cause its a fact that i cant do anything bout her. Whenever she wanted to go out, I cant be selfish and ask her to stay at home just for my own sake.
Afterall she is my grandma and she looked after my brother with no conditions.
So, if you ever got the chance to see this, i doubt you know that i'm talking bout you.
We onced hanged out together. We onced did stupid things together. I treated you as a brother. After you hanged out with some bastards you changed. I keep my mouth shut. I don't say stuffs that will ruin friendship for you. Cause once upon a time, you were my brother. So if you've got anything so say, don't do it behind my back. Tell me straight at the face. Stop saying things like i am good at giving excuses.
But if any readers read this. And agrees that i'm good at giving excuses, please tell me.
Since when i have given excuses. And reason. Cause so far from what i see. The only thing that made me unable to do things at times is only my grandma. If i'm ever good at giving excuse, i don't mind to apologise. But at the same time, tell me.

For that person who sent me that damn sms that makes me so fucking pissed.
It's my fault for falling asleep.
I jumped up from my bed in the middle of the night just to apologise didn't i?
Don't tell me that i am using my grandma as an excuse. Its not an excuse. Its a fact.
Afterall, i've to fetch my brother to and back from school.
I've to do it because i had a irresponsible mother.
I don't want my brother to be a drop out like me too.
I remember you once asking me that now i do so much for my brother.
Will he be doing the same things when he grow up?
My answer to that is i don't know and i don't care.
Afterall he's my brother to start with.
When he grows up and i didn't do all this stuffs,
And if he fucks up his life, I'll be blamed for not doing all these. And i'll feel guilty too.
But when he grows up and fucks up his life, while i did all these when he was young,
He have no one to blame except for himself isn't it?
I've already did my part as an older brother already.
And if you enjoy giving such racist remarks in that damn sms,
That would really make me regret having you as a friend at the first place.
Just because you are an indian, doesn't means that you can make racist remarks.
I didn't make any racist remarks at all since you know me. Did i?
I am not a racist to begin with. And I hate people being racist.
Whenever you want me to do serious stuffs.
Did i say NO right in front of your face?
No i didn't .
Did i judge you just because you're from a different race from me?
No i didn't too.
When you gonna meet me late at night and when i am tired, did i rush you saying that i want to go home early just because i am tired?
I kept my mouth shut and do what i am suppose to do.
If you already say screw it for the friendship, then screw it.
I don't really care anymore.
I've already did my part in this friendship.
And since you want to make racist remarks,
Then you can continue being a racist.
I don't like to have friends being a racist to start with.





signing off @4:08 PM
♥

Aunt called me just now..
Begged me to be her model..
For her hair-cut show just because i have long hair..
Asking me to be her guinea pig sounds nicer to me..
But well.. She helped me lots of things afterall.. So i can't really reject her although i don't really want to do it..
Gonna dye my hair to some outstanding colour and stuffs..
I bet i gonna get some weird haircut on that damn day..
It's like it's so troublesome..
She told me that we'll first have to get some clothes for the topic of the hairstyle..
Of cause it'll be at her expense.
Then I'll have to go down a few days before the show to get my hair dyed..
She told me the colour would be ash grey.. O.o
What an outstanding colour..
Then on that day itself I'll have to let her cut my hair..
Damn.. Totally sounds like a "Ash Grey" guinea pig to me..
We'll see when that day comes..

Forget bout me, and move on with life.
I'm not worth all the efforts and troubles.





signing off @5:54 AM