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Melvin Tang
sixteen june ; seventeen
bishan ite
When the story of mine begins with you, Miss Z.Xueting♥
♥I don't have to be your first love,
But i do want to be your last .♥

way beyond

♥I am who I am because of you.
♥You are every reason,
♥Every hope, and every dream i've ever had,
♥And no matter what happens to us in the future,
♥Everyday we're together is the greatest day in my life.
♥I'll always be yours.
♥I love you.

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Designer:yik thong
others:x o

♥ Tuesday, February 24, 2009

Was back home for a little while =D

Baby came to my house. =D

Can't go home last night.

Cause she is silly enough to leave her keys at home! ha! silly baby. =X

And and and !!! I'm so touched WeiLian accompanied us too!

Wahaha! So generous of him.. But he was using the comp all the way =/

I guess if my house catches fire, he wouldn't know until he feels the fire burning his backside =x

Got to wear long sleeves shirts for the next few days.. D=

Was bitten by some vampire =/

And it was so special!

Vampire actually can give love bites! OMG! * thought they only suck blood? *

Recieved the v day present for baby,

Thanks alot! Its so sweet baby.

Thanks for the memo , the watch and the sweet little note. =D

Appreciate it lots lots..

Lucky WeiLian was here..

Or else i guess I'll cry man..

Was like so touched..

Will make good use of the sweet little memo and the watch.. * Although I'm still wondering how much that watch cost you.. *

Your v day present can't give you yet yahhs.. =X

Not ready yet.. =X

Got to go out again,

To meet jon. =/

Eh bi, Thanks for the present.

Never fails to make me happy =X

Never fails to make me feel touched

And never fails to bite me also! =D

Sorry that my house can't be happening that i wanted..

But we had fun afterall ya?

After reading this, You better try to rest early..

As early as you could..

You didn't have much sleep last night..

Love you loads <3

Never ever leave me again ya? =D

LOVE LOVE LOVE!! =D

signing off @10:23 PM

♥ Sunday, February 22, 2009

Before i post..

I want to scold WL inside my blog first..

IDIOT!!! make me lose 1k+ credits in tagged!!

RAWRHS!

Shouldn't have fall for your trick =X

Blehs.. Nvm.. I shall slowly earn back =X

Ha!

Its not that I'm feeling jealous or what..

I'm just afraid that misunderstanding will occurs again..

I'm afriad that things might not be happening that how it should happen in a normal chalet.

I'm afraid that you'll be put at a difficult situation..

I know it could be very un-reasonable for me to make that decision..

I know you might be thinking that I am just being too sensitive and stuffs..

But like i said.. I'm afraid of myself..

I don't want to lose you anymore.

I said I'm going to be selfish, But at the same time, I don't want to be unreasonable and unfair to you.

That's why I'm afraid to tell you at first..

I'm afraid that you'll be unhappy with that answer..

I don't want to have those kind of feelings to be worrying at home..

I seriously hope that you'll understand..

But, if you really want to stay, I won't say anything either.

I just want you to enjoy to the fullest. =D

I love you sweetie <3

signing off @12:43 AM

♥ Thursday, February 19, 2009

Bi, You know? I realised something..
The previous time i had those thoughts and feelings,
I because I jut loved you so much..
After 2 long years, I still can't let go..
And I'm not planning to let it go either..
I'll have those thought is because I'm afraid that you'll leave.
I want you to be just mine..
Let me be selfish this time round ya?

And if you're thinking I'm going to just go MIA like the previous time,
I give you my words that it won't happen..
I'll be persistant this time round..
I'll so persistant that you can never imagine.

If you think that by telling me some things will lead to a quarrel,
I don't think that will happen either..
Afterall, You can't clap with one hand.
I won't blame you when its not your fault.
Although I'm going to become selfish,
But I'm not going to become unreasonable.

And remember the post when you said if I'm with 'her' I might be happier?
You told me that you're going to be selfish right?
I just want to tell you..
Please.. Never ever push me away..
I want to be there with you.
And just you.
No one else.
Regarding that.. Be as selfish as you can ya..
Or if its possible.. Be so selfish that you've never been before..
I'll never wants to be pushed away..
Especially by you..
You just hold so much value inside my heart that you can never imagine.

I just cant forget bout those sweet moments we had,
those sweet words you told me,
those sweet actions you showed me,
those concerns,
those cares
basically,
everything!

To be really really honest,
There's a period of time I tried to forget you and tried to hate you.
But somehow,
I just can't do that..
It's not that i don't want,
It's not that I'm holding back.
It's just a mission impossible to me.
Even if i somehow did that.
You'll just still be there inside my heart..
It's like a scar,
Once it's there, it's there.

And and and ... You're such an idiot..
Get youself occupied inside the room in my heart.
What's worst? You can't move out either..
So.. Since that's already your property,
Use your property wisely ok?
Don't knock that property and creates a hole in there..
Cause it hurts..
It's not that I'm afraid of pain so asking you not to do that..
To be precise,
Don't hurt me..
Don't make me feel insecure.
Don't lie to me.
And don't keeps things from me..

Melvin have legs..
He can run,
But his heart doesn't have any,
So his heart won't run away.
So bi,
Never ever feel insecure ok?
Nothing will change the fact that I'm already yours <3>

signing off @9:40 AM

♥ Wednesday, February 18, 2009

Was tired.. But unable to sleep.

So decided to blog..

Things just keep running through my mind.. dammit.. Lol..

Wondered if i'm a sensitive person or not..

Even though i tried,

I just cant be not sensitive in certain things..

And i can't accept the fact that i cant do anything bout it..

It not that i cant.. But more to i don't want..

Things will be worst if i do something bout it..

So i chose rather not to do anything bout it..

Somehow, after that incident, i'm feeling very insecure.

And i'm not feeling very good bout it..

I don't know why..

But i'm beginning to get more and more sensitive these few days..

Its not what i wanted but it just happens..

I'm not going to write anymore details.. so yupps.. idw to talk bout it anymore too..

First of all.. I want to tell you that None of this is going to lead to a quarrel nor mis-understanding.

Its not your fault.. You dont have to blame yourself either. Its just me. I dont know why it will become like that either.

Its like.. I'm feeling so lost now.. I dont know how come i've become like that.

Guess it'll be alright after sleeping.. Afterall.. This kind of emotion just doesnt suits me... And i don't like them either..

So, Nights darling. <3

*Private* I'm just an idiot afterall.. When others approach me for r/s problem, I'll make sure things goes well for them..

But whenever it comes to me, I'm just so damn lost. IDIOT IDIOT IDIOT IDIOT!!!!!!!!!!

signing off @3:33 AM

♥ Thursday, February 12, 2009

New skin, New post.

LOL, Dexter's going to kill me after he found out that he's actually a gorilla .. =X

Well.. Its funny though..

Went to buy some of my course books today. Lols.

And and and!! My brother learnt 2 new words..

The 2 words are "Fuck You"..

Lols.. He scolded me that today.. =X

Quite classic though.. LOL

Shall update more soon! =D

signing off @1:09 AM