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Melvin Tang
sixteen june ; seventeen
bishan ite
When the story of mine begins with you, Miss Z.Xueting♥
♥I don't have to be your first love,
But i do want to be your last .♥

way beyond

♥I am who I am because of you.
♥You are every reason,
♥Every hope, and every dream i've ever had,
♥And no matter what happens to us in the future,
♥Everyday we're together is the greatest day in my life.
♥I'll always be yours.
♥I love you.

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♥ Thursday, February 19, 2009

Bi, You know? I realised something..
The previous time i had those thoughts and feelings,
I because I jut loved you so much..
After 2 long years, I still can't let go..
And I'm not planning to let it go either..
I'll have those thought is because I'm afraid that you'll leave.
I want you to be just mine..
Let me be selfish this time round ya?

And if you're thinking I'm going to just go MIA like the previous time,
I give you my words that it won't happen..
I'll be persistant this time round..
I'll so persistant that you can never imagine.

If you think that by telling me some things will lead to a quarrel,
I don't think that will happen either..
Afterall, You can't clap with one hand.
I won't blame you when its not your fault.
Although I'm going to become selfish,
But I'm not going to become unreasonable.

And remember the post when you said if I'm with 'her' I might be happier?
You told me that you're going to be selfish right?
I just want to tell you..
Please.. Never ever push me away..
I want to be there with you.
And just you.
No one else.
Regarding that.. Be as selfish as you can ya..
Or if its possible.. Be so selfish that you've never been before..
I'll never wants to be pushed away..
Especially by you..
You just hold so much value inside my heart that you can never imagine.

I just cant forget bout those sweet moments we had,
those sweet words you told me,
those sweet actions you showed me,
those concerns,
those cares
basically,
everything!

To be really really honest,
There's a period of time I tried to forget you and tried to hate you.
But somehow,
I just can't do that..
It's not that i don't want,
It's not that I'm holding back.
It's just a mission impossible to me.
Even if i somehow did that.
You'll just still be there inside my heart..
It's like a scar,
Once it's there, it's there.

And and and ... You're such an idiot..
Get youself occupied inside the room in my heart.
What's worst? You can't move out either..
So.. Since that's already your property,
Use your property wisely ok?
Don't knock that property and creates a hole in there..
Cause it hurts..
It's not that I'm afraid of pain so asking you not to do that..
To be precise,
Don't hurt me..
Don't make me feel insecure.
Don't lie to me.
And don't keeps things from me..

Melvin have legs..
He can run,
But his heart doesn't have any,
So his heart won't run away.
So bi,
Never ever feel insecure ok?
Nothing will change the fact that I'm already yours <3>

signing off @9:40 AM