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Melvin Tang
sixteen june ; seventeen
bishan ite
When the story of mine begins with you, Miss Z.Xueting♥
♥I don't have to be your first love,
But i do want to be your last .♥

way beyond

♥I am who I am because of you.
♥You are every reason,
♥Every hope, and every dream i've ever had,
♥And no matter what happens to us in the future,
♥Everyday we're together is the greatest day in my life.
♥I'll always be yours.
♥I love you.

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♥ Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Really am mentally tired. Really wanted to rest, But there are tons of things running through my mind, so i guess i'll rant it all here before i go get some rest and chill.
Guess today sure is a bad day for me.
Words from different people holds different values, different impact.
Just when i thought things will be better after yesterday.

I'm wrong. When will it actually stop?

Maybe you didn't mean anything you said today,

Maybe it's really that I'm being too serious about it.

Maybe I'm just being too sensetive about it.

But still, It still hurts alot.

To you, I might be having the simplest life ever,

Free from studies and free to go out and play everyday.

Its a fact that my schedule is not as packed as yours.

I'm not facing that kind of stress you're having,

From what you see, I'm just that kind of person that goes out to play and enjoy myself not studying at all.

No one actually knows that i'm spending the effort to be home early to revise those god damn books, although i still hate books as much.

I mean, do i even have a choice? I wanted to score well at the end of the year.

But it seems to me that no one knows. I expected the least that you should know that i'm already spending the effort. But it's either the effort that i've spent is not enough or you failed to realise it isn't it?

I dislike that fact that you told me that I'm trying to push you away to other people when the fact is that I'm not.

It might be a joke, But that will be a bad joke to me.

I'll never push you away. Not now, neither will it be in future.

Do you even know how important you are to me?

When you tell me that won't i find it a little no use telling you some things.

It really hurts alot.

My concern had became something no use. Maybe that's not what you meant.

But still, it makes me wonder how much value my words holds to you too.

The next message you sent me makes me feels like we're strangers.

I'm really stuck and disappointed when i saw that.

I didn't expect things to turn out this way.

I didn't know so much things could be changed within a short one week too.

I'm wondering that will you text me when you're going to bed.

Will it be "I'm going to sleep already, nights" ?

I'm starting to miss the kind of days we had together before school started.

But even when so many things had happened, I still love you as much.

I really want this period of time to end soon.

signing off @3:06 AM