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Melvin Tang
sixteen june ; seventeen
bishan ite
When the story of mine begins with you, Miss Z.Xueting♥
♥I don't have to be your first love,
But i do want to be your last .♥

way beyond

♥I am who I am because of you.
♥You are every reason,
♥Every hope, and every dream i've ever had,
♥And no matter what happens to us in the future,
♥Everyday we're together is the greatest day in my life.
♥I'll always be yours.
♥I love you.

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Sunday, May 17, 2009

You said you wanted to know how i feels isn't it?
You don't want to know them only after asking me.
Vice versa, I don't want to get to know yours only by after asking you.
You really got to know that different words has different meaning behind them.
And how serious those words could bring you to.
I don't really want to assumes anymore.
I want you to tell me them yourself.
I didn't say you didn't bother to do msg me and so on.
Up till now, I still don't know the reason, Tell me those reason won't you?
Stop letting me assumes things.
I'm really tired from all of these.
It's like always starting without a definate reason behind it.
And both of us are seriously affected isnt it?
You know? When my phone was dead, and i couldnt sms.
When i charged it, and turned it on.
Sms keep running in.
But none of them was from you. Nevermind, you might be too busy.
Am i really asking for too much? When the first thing i see every morning couldnt be you and let it be your sms?
And you know how disappointing it is to recieve none when i woke up?
And when i sms you, replies are like that?
And the fact that i've to act like i'm not affected?

Yes, You're sick that night, and you turned off your phone.
After i get to know that. Do you know how bad i felt?
When i couldnt get through you, do you know how worried i got?
And the next day, Every msg was like less than 2 sentence.
When i ask you, You told me you'll tell on blog.
And i have to wait till night till i reach home.
That period of time, I'm suppose to keep myself in suspence and assume things myself uhhs.
What if you're the one recieving that kind of msges from me?
Its like, every conversation is ended with just afew words again.
I've been wondering, If i didnt msg you during afternoon, Will you msg me?
Tell me that answer from the bottom of your heart wont you?
And please, Dont say it doesnt matter anymore or trying not to answer those questions or avoiding it.
I believe you know that how serious things are now.
I believe you know what kind of situation we're in now.





signing off @10:38 PM

I am still very confused over everything,
Friday, You asked me to wake you up at 12.
But your phone was turned off.
Well, you could have dropped me a sms or something even if you're sick.
And what is worst is you didn't tell me anything at all.
I got to find out from your blog uhhs.
And the next day was like hell.
That kind of feelings i had at bugis that time came back again.
That kind of i cant be bothered feelings.
I told you before i hated that kind of feelings didnt i?
I guess thats the only thing that can make me pissed off so far.
You can browse back all the msgs you sent me.
What if you're the one recieving those kind of msges?
I've already tried my very best to put it in a way that it'll be over soon.
But it's happening almost every weekend.
Does this means that i must put it in the way that every sat i must tell myself everything will be over once monday comes?
I've been trying my best to do what i can.
But the replies i got back makes me speechless.
Oh gosh, I hope this get over quickly.





signing off @8:23 PM

Idk what kind of feelings i;m having now.
Idk if i am more to pissed or disappointed.
Idk that so much thing can change overnight.
Idk why i'm feeling this way.
Is it a must that these kind of shits must happen at every fucking weekend?
I'm beginning to hate every weekends.
Fuck it. I just want to be quiet for now.





signing off @6:46 PM
Monday, May 4, 2009


Ever wondered why they says that a picture prints a thousand words?
It's because you can see everything by just looking at it,
Sweetness, Cuteness, Stupidness. Almost everything!
Like words, Different pictures brings out different kinds of reactions.
Some pictures even made me smile to myself in front of my computer. =D
Picture Picture on the wall. Who is the cutest of all??!! ^^


Barney and friends! =D
My brother is not extra, He's purely cute =D

Well, Superhero of the day =D *Thats a hairband anw.*


Cannot ps love wear spec. I must wear also. Just that mine is hairband =D



Thank god someone invented this thing called camera. =D
How i wish i could be a camera. Just a "Snap"! And i'll have you forever with me =D




Post specially for my one and only love =D
I'm sorry love, the results wasn't what you wanted.
I'm still disappointed in that kind of pethetic scores too.
Really expected more from it .
Gonna read more to score more next time =D
Thanks for letting me rant also <3>
Millions of things i wanted to tell you.
But i just don't know is what.
Although alot of things happened the past few days.
But still, I won't let go of anything.
I gave you my words for it already isnt it? =D
I'm willing to give up everything for you.
Including my pride.
After so long, I've already know that pride wont get me anywhere.
Ah! I'm missing you so much now =x
Missing your smile, your hugs, your everthing!
Gonna meet you up for dinner later okays? <3
I bet we're going to have heh heh heh again =x
blehs! ILY baby~ =D
Well, i always have =D ^^





signing off @12:36 AM