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Melvin Tang
sixteen june ; seventeen
bishan ite
When the story of mine begins with you, Miss Z.Xueting♥
♥I don't have to be your first love,
But i do want to be your last .♥

way beyond

♥I am who I am because of you.
♥You are every reason,
♥Every hope, and every dream i've ever had,
♥And no matter what happens to us in the future,
♥Everyday we're together is the greatest day in my life.
♥I'll always be yours.
♥I love you.

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♥ Sunday, May 17, 2009

You said you wanted to know how i feels isn't it?

You don't want to know them only after asking me.

Vice versa, I don't want to get to know yours only by after asking you.

You really got to know that different words has different meaning behind them.

And how serious those words could bring you to.

I don't really want to assumes anymore.

I want you to tell me them yourself.

I didn't say you didn't bother to do msg me and so on.

Up till now, I still don't know the reason, Tell me those reason won't you?

Stop letting me assumes things.

I'm really tired from all of these.

It's like always starting without a definate reason behind it.

And both of us are seriously affected isnt it?

You know? When my phone was dead, and i couldnt sms.

When i charged it, and turned it on.

Sms keep running in.

But none of them was from you. Nevermind, you might be too busy.

Am i really asking for too much? When the first thing i see every morning couldnt be you and let it be your sms?

And you know how disappointing it is to recieve none when i woke up?

And when i sms you, replies are like that?

And the fact that i've to act like i'm not affected?

Yes, You're sick that night, and you turned off your phone.

After i get to know that. Do you know how bad i felt?

When i couldnt get through you, do you know how worried i got?

And the next day, Every msg was like less than 2 sentence.

When i ask you, You told me you'll tell on blog.

And i have to wait till night till i reach home.

That period of time, I'm suppose to keep myself in suspence and assume things myself uhhs.

What if you're the one recieving that kind of msges from me?

Its like, every conversation is ended with just afew words again.

I've been wondering, If i didnt msg you during afternoon, Will you msg me?

Tell me that answer from the bottom of your heart wont you?

And please, Dont say it doesnt matter anymore or trying not to answer those questions or avoiding it.

I believe you know that how serious things are now.

I believe you know what kind of situation we're in now.

signing off @10:38 PM